bulan puasa 2

1. Dulu masa sekolah, target 30 juzuk nak habiskan dlm bulan ramadhan. Rasanya ada jugaklah time yang dapat. Skang ni dah keja, dan makin sibuk dengan macam2, kira downgrade skit. Target 15 juzuk for this whole holy month. Tinggal satu juzuk jek lagi nak capai target. Well, not bad. Bila buat target, buat yang boleh dicapai. Nak buat yang tak boleh dicapai bukan tak boleh, tapi it would take too much of everything.
2. Malam tadi solat tarawikh sebelah seorang atuk nih. I just can’t help it but my eyes were quite watery. That atuk reminds me of my late atuk who passed away last july. I guess I’m still human after all. I thought my heart already gone numb. Alhamdullillah that’s not the case. Alhamdulillah and al-fatihah.
3. I should be doing istikharah to know whether it’s best if I do master full time or do it part-time. Banyak pro dan contra. Skang tengah buat pro-contra list. Contra’s biggest point was funding. I won’t have any funding for the whole year. Most probably kena jadi guru tuisyen ke guru bahasa jepun ataupun freelance interpreter. Pro’s biggest point? Do something new and different. I guess once you are in a comfort zone, it’s hard to cabut all those akar2 yang dah berselirat di bawah punggung nih. Tapi tak buat2 lagi. Afraid of the outcome kot?hmmm...
4. cerita pasal master nih, puas gak le tanya ramai orang apsal depa jadi pensyarah kan? Macam2 jawapan. Ada yang nak keja ngan kerajaan due to its many benefits etc. and job stability. Ada yang nak keja equivalent dengan kelayakan master. Ada yang jadi memang nak jadi pensyarah coz masa kerja yang flexible (ni paling ramai), ada gak yang memang nak jadik pensyarah pasal kerja pensyarah ni menabur ilmu, bagi sumbangan kat next generation of future engineers (chewah!). yang paling aku kagum dengan sorang mat nih. Dia skang buat PhD kat England, sebelum dia pegi ke sana dah ada sykt amik tender ratus ribu, yet he dropped that and now pursuing his PhD. Reason? Well, according to him, he wanted to be a businessman with a PhD, now that’s a very unique reason. Sama macam si Fazley penyanyi tu la. I think when he get his PhD in Business Admin, he’ll be the only singer in Malaysia with a Dr. in his name. kagum kagum. Atau macam kak atenah yang buat PhD coz according to her, she wanted to be daring or nothing. Perghhh…now that’s something.
5. Paling menakjubkan, my weight has gone all time low. Daripada 62kg ke 55.5 kg?! kalau bukak puasa jadi 57kg! pergh….terasa ringan semacam jek badan nih hahaha. Not that I’m that conscious on my weight, except I try to maintain a ‘healthy’ BMI, but 57kg?! rekod ni! :P