Tekadku

A couple of week into the new year has brought me lots of realizations.
For one, i'm going to be jobless!
scary thought given that i've accustomed to mothly salary.
insyallah, ada lah rezeki nanti, kalau saya berusaha.

Class has started and today is the last day for registration.
tak tau lagi mana nak pilih between elasticity dan adv. heat transfer...
very different branch of engineering both of them.
tengoklah a few more hours of thinking.
dah solat istikharah, tapi boleh plak tak nyenyak tidur malam tadi hehe

Tak de fikir pasal azam tahun baru ke apa ke....
tapi dua tiga hari nih, i just kept saying to myself.

'aku tak nak kalah lagi, aku nak menang.'

aku tak nak kalah pada keadaan, aku tak nak kalah pada diri sendiri.
aku nak menang.
Aku dah bosan asyik being a modiocre guy.
penat just going with the flow.

I don't want to be a loser who can't control what can be controlled.

breath in

breath out.

fuhhh........

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim